January 4th, 2005

Current Music: OUTBREAK Subject: YOURE A WASTE Time: 09:44 pm Current Mood: angry

dealing with you is more than i can take 'cause you're just another fucking fake overtime you'll fade out and everyone will know what you're about you've been on my back all fucking day before i explode get the fuck away 'cause i can't take anymore and i've told you times before that i've got some news for you, you fucking dick fuck you, you make us sick fuck you, you make us fucking sick

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Current Music: fuck what you heard Time: 07:01 pm Current Mood: musical

JAN 4th 2005 ***UPDATE*** xxxxxxxxxx sincerely

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October 30th, 2004

Current Music: like yesterday Subject: gnimocemoh Time: 12:09 am Current Mood: MiXeD

The past does not exist and I'm told it never will. I guess that I'm stuck here like a plant on a windowsill. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna tell you what you want to hear anyways. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. I'm gonna dance all Dance Hall everyday. ps-youre being beyond the appropriate level of sketchyness and you know it pss-id rather dance than talk with you psss-prouty...double wing scares me,but our offense is going to be key pssss- bowling alley= dance club,pool hall,fun filled children fun palace (reserve your childs birthday party now),and brothel all rolled into one easy package

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October 17th, 2004

Current Music: mewithoutyou-bullet to binary Subject: hey hey what can ya do Time: 07:03 pm Current Mood: amused

fuckin a, been a long time im partially immobile so i figured i may as well update im getting xrays against my will tomorow sooo if im out of football for more than a week cause of the doctor ill be pissed cause theres no way im missing the game against prouty, it the second most important game to me all year especialy since its homecoming this year. speaking of which,ill be damned if im not a dancing machine during homecoming, i dont care if i have one of those gay boots on, ill be rippin it up. in other news dereks house was an adventure last nite. first of all i got blood on my hand and i had no clue where it came from so we're off to a good start. maybe half an hour later me and curt went shadow mode in dereks closet. we're hangin out and his grandmother shows up with a friend of hers. adam was our scout and yelled "oh! hi grandma!!" when he opened the door for her. me and curt run and hide in dereks closet for 20 minutes while adam runs downstairs and does some last second cleaning up. so me and curt are in there trying to be silent and his grandmother comes to dereks room and looks in she says "oh i havent seen dereks room in ages"..we're lucky she didnt decide to take a tour of it. so they finally leave and we all sigh in relief. those are the kind of situations that build character. then after adam left derek was bein a girl and wanted us to look all around the house cause curt thought someone was in it. then we left and i think i tore up dereks yard with my tires, but thats ok. other than that nothing tremendously exciting has gone on. im off to another adventure at the sky buffet with some good friends and ill be sure to record any unusual events here. also..look for upcoming stuff for my deviantart account cause my camera should be here by the end of this week http://mrsoy.deviantart.com/

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September 18th, 2004

Time: 09:47 pm

i love happy endings

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September 14th, 2004

Time: 10:38 pm

Whatever this becomes Whatever words I say We are the fortunate ones... And when the days are done I won't forget All I see in you and me Is a light in the dark of humanity And when the days are done I won't forget Timid steps - come walk with me And with your useless words Come talk to me There are broken hearts Now on your stereo But the broken beats are just too slow You'll cry - it doesn't change a thing Kill the lights - and let the rain fall Recall - the memories Of yesterdays and better ways And know - the innocence is gone... Move on - from this day on We'll never be the same... The saddest songs Make sense to me... So with your sunken eyes Come look for me Two hour drives Are two hours alone But two hour drives Are better than home You'll die - it doesn't change a thing You will - kill the lights And let the rain fall - recall The memories of yesterdays And better ways And know - the innocence is gone... Move on - from this day on We'll never be the same... Faster words - and faster kids Faster songs - and faster ends The one thing that's stayed the same... I've lived through days I've lived through nights I've had my loves I've had my fights You gotta know - you have my heart

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August 29th, 2004

Current Music: converge Time: 06:35 am Current Mood: uncomfortable

waiting for something to say

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August 25th, 2004

Current Music: piebald Time: 07:11 pm Current Mood: better

my dad is the man

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Current Music: fnam Time: 06:29 pm Current Mood: irritated

stole this from jessmeister A - Age: 17 B – Best friends: elena,drew,eric,kristie,o-line,kalin&britt-childhood friends ha C - Career of the future: bounty hunter D - Daddy's name: bill E - Easiest person to talk to: myself/elena F - Favorite song at the moment: cosmetic circuitry-fnam G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: both H - Hometown: brookfield J - Job title: toast master K - Kids who are cool: ... L - Last person you talked on the phone with: elena M - Mom's name: kim N - Number of siblings: 1 O - Oldest sibling: me P - Phobia[s]: not completely sure,but theyre there Q - Favorite Quote: you reap what you sew R - Reason to smile: fast food S - Sibling(s) names: ryan T - Time you wake up: too early U - Unknown fact about me: yes V - Vegetables you hate: broccoli W - Worst habit: caring/trying to help X - X-rays you've had: hand Y - Yummy food: papa ginos,tacos,anything fried Z - Zodiac sign: picies

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Time: 12:57 pm Current Mood: content

if you havin girl problems i feel bad for you son got 99 problems but a bitch aint one

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August 19th, 2004

Time: 10:37 pm Current Mood: annoyed

idea: go fuck yourself

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August 9th, 2004

Time: 02:44 pm

i hate journals

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